2014년 5월 14일 수요일

sins with people


why people make sins?
becoz we are supposed to be together and wanna stay together..



that time, I didn't know its quite dangerous to be with people.
I didn't believe what others said about problems with being with ppl.

I liked and loved to hang out with my friends
I believed in 'em.

I thought we were quite pure
I never thought they would hurt me.

we have to know others are totally different from us.
we can't even imagine what they are gonna do

that's why we seek for a bright wisdom from allah..

for example . when I was young, non-muslim.

my mom always told me about her friend.
her friend always call out people to hang out and acted like shes so depressed
and got drunk and made her friends to pay her own order.

I didn't believe this story.
how can a human be like that?
no way..

years later

I found the one of mine..
called me out
got drunk
asked me a ride

allllwwwaaayyysss

alhamdulliah hes not my friend anymore..


I dont know waht Im talking about

just stressed out

Don't let strangers be your friends..
be with religious people.
spend your time with good people


these days..

these days I think... guess

I'm indeed supposed to experience things I did to others before.. subuhan allah..

when I do bad things to others, I don't know what I'm doing and try to understand them..

But others do the same things to me, I get to know what I did to them...(sometimes no or forever..)

really I'm nervous.. and afraid ... from what I've done....

allah may forgive me..

2014년 5월 12일 월요일

life

I don't want to fail anymore..
I don't want to make sins..

Allah..

why am i weak like this..

give me a strong heart...


It's my first blog...

It's my first blog